fuckmylife

tonight was the shittiest night ever. except in the beginning it ruled. robby picked me up from school today, and we just cuddled and watched these crazy animal attacks and cops haha. Then he left me. and it sucked. me and my mom got in this huge fight, over telling her, in milk there is always 10% puss. and then she started disrespecting my beliefs on why i dont eat meat. and that i have to stop caring about animals. like no? ill believe what i want to, and you believe in what you want. i dont ever get on anyones case unless they get on mine. i just wish she would respect my beliefs. but ohwell. as long as i do it, idc what anyone else does with there life. i know not eating meat can be unhealthy, but i wish people realized what they were doing to animals and realize its not healthy. AND my friend sammy said she could probably get me a job being a receptionist at her work. AND I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING. i never call people first and im really shy. but its a rad job, and i know i can do it. and all my mom kept saying was that i couldnt do it. and all this crap. like how is that supposed to help me out? idk. whatever. i believe in myself, and i guess thats all that matters. gabby comes in in 24 days. and i cant wait. i really need my bestfriend more then ever lately. im so happy when shes here. i cant wait till shes here for good, and hopefully ill be living with her. cause thats whats going to make me happy! but whatever well seeeeee. idk i really hope everything takes a turn for the better. and i hope everything comes out the way i want it too. i just want to be happy. the only things that have been making me happy is robby, gabby and sammy. and all my other friends here. but well see!