GR!

so im in a really crappy mood right now and need to vent so here i go. so i was being a creep like all girls are, and i looked at robbys comments and saw his ex cmnt him saying "dont lie to yourself, you know she is" and any girl would be like whats that about? so i asked him about it. and he explained but like flipped out. like ITS NOT A BIG DEAL. and i never fucking said it was a big deal.
i love this kid so much, but we fight over the dumbest stuff, and i really hate it! =( but ohwell i guess.
i mean i guess he has a reason to be a little pissy but its not like i flipped out on him about it, i was just asking a question. he would have done the same if my ex boyfriend commented me saying something like that.

all i want right now is mike and nick. i miss them being my bestfriends. and them both always being there for me. i love it here, but i miss MY friends. i hate hanigng with the friends i do have here, and having them talk about old memories and inside jokes. it makes me feel so left out. i want my friends back and my inside jokes back. its so sucky.
i miss hanging in mikes basement with nick. and always fighting with the both of them over gay stuff haha. and how when me and my mom would always fight, mike was ALWAYS right there for me. =(

whateverrrrr.

and im sick of waiting for my bestfriend to get here. FUCK.