hate this

i hate when my bestfriend comes in for a week from philadelphia, and then leaves. i hate watching her go :( its the worst feeling in the world. i really do love it here, but it feels so much better to have a part of home here with me, let a lone my bestfriend. i hate when she leaves. i cry like a little baby everytime.
it also sucks, because, everytime she leaves, part of me really wants to go with her. part of me really misses home.

i miss sitting on the beach at night, listening to the water. more then anything.
its one of the best feelings ever. it feels like it takes all my stress away, and that there is nothing on my mind.

i wish so bad i could go and sit there for ever right now.
ive been stressed out with so much and so much shit has been on mind i just want it all gone. just for a little bit, and i feel like thats the only thing that could do it.

im gonna nap.
bye.