who would have known

so of course, tonight, i should have known i wasnt going to be hanging out with robby. everytime i get that feeling in my stomach, theres gonna be some dumb reason i dont see him tonight. and well i was right, "nick was bitchy for me not gonna be home tonight". well then why did you tell me earlier you were going to? and the night before?
ugh i know this really isnt his fault, but sometimes i just feel like he dosent want to hang out. and if thats the case i wish he could tell me.
also, hes now in just do it. which is rad, i love just do it. tyler is my biffle :p
but i know this is going to take over his life. it already has, he told me today after his meeting he was going to come hangout with me. then oh sorry i got practice. well, i know this is important that you learn the songs, but you made plans with me first. and it didnt even bug him. id be tottallly diffrent about the situtation, if he was in just do it before we were together, but he wasnt.

last night i said, im happy i get to spend new years with you, and he said oh well i cant wait for my first show. like oh really? at least lie to me and say your excited too.

i just hate feeling shitty. and i hate having a boyfriend thats my bestfriend. haha. because i dont know what to do with myself when im not with him.

but regardless of him probably going to forget about me, i am happy for him. i know hes been wanting to be in a band, so regardless, ill support him.

anyways, on a happier note, tommorow biffle sam is pickin me up, and doing my hair. really stoked about it. i need a change. and whats the best thing to do when your stressed about stuff ladies? get your hair done duh.

then after that, ROBBY IS SUPPOSED TO COME SLEEP OVER. but well see i guess.

then NEW YEARS! cant wait. im really stoked about spending it with robby and whoever, but more excited to spend it with sammy. i really didt see me and her getting close at all. but i can honestly say shes a awesome person, and im glad shes my friend.
were getting dressed up, and gona have a blast your jealous :p

tyler said something about a show at the haunted basement, id go. cause id go, and 2 i havent seen tyler in awhile, and i enjoy hanging out with tyler. so hopefully i can see him.

well...thats it for now.
im gonna go see if drake and josh is on.
bye.