really happy

had a really goodnight with sammy tonight.
we had a lot of fun. YUP.

anyways, nick and joe ARE coming here now with gabby, and im so excited. i miss the both of them so much its insance. me and nick have one of the bestfriendships ever. we used to date, and i was sucha a bitch to him, and idk why i was. i wish i wasnt. i made a really bad mistake ever breaking up with him. ive never EVER been with a guy that has treated me as good as he did. but at least i have one of the bestfriends ever out of it. i cant wait to see him.
and joe! oh joeyyy. i love joey. hes my favorite. i cant wait to see him. he always makes me happy.
and gabby, well everyone knows shes my other half!

anyways, still debating on a certain decision. im fixing out the pros and cons. and im starting to realize what is better for me, and what is going to make me happy in the LONG run. of course if i make this decision, ill be really upset for awhile. but it will make me happy in the long run. and i wont constantly be upset like i always am. two friends inparticular, cody and gabby, constantly ask me, ask yourself why your still dealing with what your dealing with? and...sometimes...i dont have any reason.
:/

idk ill figure this out.