im more then sick of the feelings i have been feeling. im sick of my tummy feeling crappy because my mood and head feel crappy. i hate all these thoughts and insecurities going through my head always. i just wish i knew everything. or well..maybe that wouldnt be a good idea. i wouldnt want to find out something i dont know, that would probably hurt me terribly. but i also want to know that im not going to be hurt in the longrun. or whatever. idk. im sick of being so insecure about everything. but i cant help it. after seeing one thing, of course im going to feel like this constantly now.
sorry to people who are reading this, and have no idea what i am talking about. some do. but i dont wanna write to much about what im talking about in detail.
ohwell. i guess ill never no. and no matter how much reassurence i get, ill always feel this way.
always.
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